S3NS3_0F_ SOUL

Monday, March 17, 2008

* Moving On …*

I forgot the day
when u spoke out with your heart
To me
And you’re not hiding something to me anymore
You really can speak frankly with me
All in your mind
All in your heart
Yes…all
You can open it all with me right now
And you said you dun want to hide anything with me

I really feel glad with this
Eventhough we’re still friend
But our relationship r keep on moving
In a step that make us closer and closer
I dun know
Maybe both of us have d same feeling
We’re feeling comfort with each other
But I’m really glad
You trust in me

You said you r interested with one girl
She’s JC
Who’s stay in Medan also
You really like her smile
And I agree with you also
I do really like her smile

I remembered
You ever told me that
You can fall in love with a girl
Easily from her smile only
Not just because she’s pretty enough or else
But yeah..
Her smile

Well..first time feeling after know this
It’s bit hurt inside
But I really appreciate that you can telling the truth with me

You said now you just really like her smile
And from there you wanna make closer relationship with her
But your heart still empty now..
You’re not fallin to someone rite now
Just feeling wanna make closer relationship with her
And if you get the gud feed back from her
Then you’ll try to be more serious in this relationship with her
And you just give her time limit until march
I dun know
It’s your decision
And all I can do now is just give you support
On wut u r doin rite now
Sometimes of course will give u suggestion

Well…frankly speaking
When the first time I know
Wut’s in your mind
I feel a bit jealous
You plan a lot of things
Just because of her
You r ready back to spore
Start from zero to stabilizes your financial
And will be back to Medan just to meet her on July
And so on

But now..
I’m feeling well
And can control my mood oredi
Even still hurt sometimes
But I think it’s a fair game
And I have no rights to stop you

Lately
I know you r feeling a bit desperate
You’re disappointed
Because all you’ve done to her
didn’t get any gud response from her
And you told me
Now you don’t care anymore about wut she think
She’s quite complicated you said
And now you seldom chat with her oredi
You said…just follow the fate

I dun know in the future
Wut will happen between us
But now I just want to try my best
To being with him
Through the gud and bad
I know he’s truly mature enough
And nothing to worry about him
But just want to stay with him only
It’s all I can to right now
Just to follow the journey
Surely God will make a way for us
And I feel steady right now
With wut’s goin on between us
Just relax and steady

Waiting for a chance
To meet each other
Our first time meet
Maybe in Jakarta
Or Singapore
Or maybe Medan
Who knows:)

Will find a gift for him
After back from the trip
Holiday mood is coming…
^.^

Friday, March 14, 2008

* Counting Down the day….*

Yes…It’s upcoming liao..Our trip..
Cancel the Phuket trip…but change it with Macao and China Trip.

18 March – Medan to KL
19 March – KL to Macao to Zhu Hai
20 March – Zhu Hai to Guang Zhou
21 March – Guang Zhou to Shen Zhen
22 March – Shen Zhen to Zhu Hai
23 March – Zhu Hai to Macao to KL to Genting
24 March – Genting
25 March – Genting to KL to Redang
26 March – Redang
27 March – Redang
28 March – Redang to KL
29 March – KL
30 March – KL to Medan

Excited for the trip..it’s been a long time no relaxing time liao..this time surely will cherish the moment there..
Excited to Window Of The World and Macao…wanna go to the Cathedral and Venetian Hotel…Really nice there…excited..

Redang island is really excited place one too…wanna spent relax time seeing sunset and sunrise…gyhahaha…will take more pics there…love beach so much..

Kl will visit my DCHL office…buy some products later..

* JY Bday *

Happy Birthday :)..
12.03.2008
Give you some gifts…songs from me to you…
You like BOA songs rite…’waiting’…
It’s a nice song …:) enjoy…

Busy me still working hectic in the office…and take care for the shop when my dad goin check up from 9 march to 12 march…

Gud luck and all wishes come true…

* February 2008 *

Happy CNY 07.02.2008

CNY spent time at cozy home..relax …spent time with cousins…
Second day most of them go for Japan Trip…nice of them..enjoy:)
Just spent time go to Ver’s home..sharing lots of things..
And spent time with Ain,Seyi and Ching…plan for the trip…:)
Also spent time with English tuition friends,Fera,Kelty,Jimmy and Madame.
We go to Madam’s home..eat a lot..then madame treat us dinner at Restaurant …K-oke again..hehe..never missed it everytime we gather together…

Also spent some times at Arya Duta Hotel with Kelty..She’s back from spore…we share lots of things there..have some coffee…Kelty treated me ..thanx gals..missed you:)

Fera also after CNY will go Melbourne for continue her subject…best and gud luck gals..missed you also..:)

14.02.2008 ~ Happy Valentine’s Day

Spent my Val day at home,Medan.Busy all day in d office.Got a phone call from Irvan at d morning..He’s d first guy to greet me happy val day.Treasure a lot …appreciate for all things and the feelings he had…I know it..But can’t develop it with you..Sorry..

Lunch Time..JY also sent a greeting to me…a bit happy…just want him to be happy too…it’s my wishes…Thanx for your gift..you are really talented in playing the piano..even you never learned it before..feel proud know you r great…
Dun be shy..i know you are great enough…It’s really nice songs…and you really played it well…I really like it..thanx wanna share it with me:)I’m lucky can hear it ..i know usually you just share the songs u’ve played with your gf…but with me you can..thanx :)

15.02.2008 ~ Celebrate Val Day with Cousins – Oflahertys

Yeah..we dinner at Oflahertys..eat baby back ribs…yummy..hehe..Nice gathering…just 6 of us…Me,Tiwi,Ain,Ching,Seyi and Sukur..
Enjoy the cocktails also…nice…hehe…forget to bring camera ….haha..no photo taken….Cong ar…….missed you…our photographer….gyahhahaha…

17.02.2008 ~ Gathering with Henky

Yeah..Henky back to Medan for a CNY holiday..spent with his mom and family.Gather with Sing,Erni,Dodo,Seyi,Me and Henky only…
Depart from Binjai around 1 pm..pick Henky and Erni..then we go karaoke @ K2…
Unfortunately Yansen can’t join us ler..otherwise it’ll be nice…hehe…
K-oke around 3 hours…sing lots of song ler..duet with Henky also…from Jay Zhou’s song,A Mei,Rainie Yang,Angela Zhang…and so on…really satisfy…huahuaha…

Then we dinner at Braisseries Malibu…café beside Oflahertys..also have babybackribs…but the place is okay..but ofla is the best…hahhaha…
Nice gathering…take some photo…

* Anton & Yen Wedding ~ II *

28.01.2008 ~ Anton Wedding Ceremony @ Arya Duta Hotel

Yupe..this really big big event one…hehe..All Eden’s family become superstar that nite…imagine..all of us really pretty and handsome one…gyhahaha…and most important to record is …we all walk inside the hall together ler….hahaha…
It’s my first time experience ler…and so with my cousins …haha…
Nice wedding though…just remind me to Uncle Meng…wish you were there at the moment..how nice it is…
Let you go and sit with almighty God…blessed us along the journey okay…amin..:)

Chin & Me^.^

Me^.^

* Anton & Yen Wedding ~ I *

27.01.2008 ~ Anton & Yen Wedding Ceremony @ Church

Yupe…this is the big event …Anton’s wedding day….Busy all d time to searching gown for this big event…really tired enough actually…but still glad to see them step out the first gate to start the new day after marriage…It’ll be hard after this..all the things…take more responsibility after marriage ..and so on..but all of us surely will learn more things to become ‘something’…and become ‘someone’…:)

All Cousins

With Chin,Seyi & Ying

* January 2008 *

January ~ lot’s of things happened.And yeah,I want to record all of these here…yeah..in my blog…my private diary….my place to throw all things..:P

15.01.2008 ~ Between Us

This is the day when I say the truth about eveythings to him.About all d feelings I have inside my heart.It’s not my plan to talk with him that time,since I never plan to discuss it so fast.I want to take some process, we meet each other and so on.

Things happened when we both chat that day.First just say something common as usual.But dunno why lastly we talk closely about ourself,about our mind and heart.
He suggest me to talk frankly with him about everything I feel inside.I dun want to betray myself about all d feelings I have though,then I just talk to him directly.

He said ‘ how come’…and really surprised when I said it all to him.
I said ‘ dunno ‘…’love come when the time is right…and I’m fallin to you and can’t control it myself oredi ‘….
He said ‘ right now all d feeling he had to me just like friend..’
“ Not because we’re long distance then he said like this to me,but right now he feel that we just like a friend…not more…’

I understand and can accept all the things he said…because I know both of us just know each other just for 3 months…from Mid November till January…It’s short term time for us though…

I say thank you for being frankly with me too..

He said he really feel appreciate with all of these..and he said the truth to me just want me not to waste my time anymore and go find other gud guy around me…

At nite I drop him an email..long email..just describe specifically all the feelings…and all things I felt after know his feeling…
After sent it…he drop me a msg to my mobile phone…I cried out after read it…

‘ tks y..appreciate ur feeling to me…I’m blessed deh…Jgn tinggalin gw lor karena ini..kita tetep temen….and sorry bila jadi nangis karena ini…’….and so on…

Frankly…I tried to hang on my feeling when I’m at work..but still cried 15 minutes at the office…
Reach home after sent email..and read his msg to me…I really can’t control it all again…
I let myself cry until I feel better…
He know I’m crying that nite…and he let me done it that nite…
I feel much better the day after …..and start doin my stuff again…busy in d office help me so much…
And maybe all cousins back for holiday and many gatherings all d time help me lot also…thanx for every occasion…

I’m not regret to know him…I know it’s a part of my journey…God sent him to me..let me know him…and I’m sure…Later God will make a way for both of us…I’m sure of that…I’m blessed can have him too…know him is a bless from God …I know…:) Everythings happen for a reason…:)

15.01.2008 ~ Linda’s back for Biz Trip

The same day Linda is back for visiting me and her family.And to attend Kusuma’s and Yen’s Wedding…
I start planning with Linda again for my schedule trip this year…to Jakarta trip in May…and to close my Baron position…Yes…I’ll close it this year..I promise myself to reach Baron this year.I want to give myself a birthday gift this august 2008.

Do lots of biz…thanks to Linda…for her help along the way…
Such a great friend of mine…:) Thank you for always being there with me..along the gud and bad times…:)
I also have a great gathering with SYN team.It’s just a very welcome from them…
Know more frens at d same time…Herna,Ollisa,Ollina,Diana…and so many of them in SYN team…Our great team…hehe..
Really nice to know them though..let me know more frens..and we can work together to achieve our successful..working hard together..help each other to open case…to close P…really great of them all..
Even they are all at the age of 18-20…but all mature enough to know and reach their dreams…you r all d best …gals:)

18.01.2008 ~ Linda’s birthday

Yeah..my best frens bday is today…and celebrate with her after work..First we plan to dine out together just three of us,Linda,me and seyi…But in the end..we all join with my cousins dinner at Sushi Tei…
Really nice dinner gathering that day..hehe..enjoy…eating…hehe..
Here’s d pics…



* Uncle's Bday *

Another gathering again on December 2007.It’s My uncle’s bday,celebrate on d day dinner at Grand Kowloon.It’s nice too,enjoy lot…especially with the food…hehe..
Pics taken also …..

* December 2007 *

It’s been a long time didn’t update anything here
Really busy me until can’t write even something
Stuck..give back my time…hehe
So much things happened last 2 months
And I dun want to lose anything happened these days

First will update our new gathering pics,taken in Sun Plaza last December 2008
Dun remember oredi the day we taken this pics,but sure it taken on December 2008
The members * Anton,Yen,Seyi,Eric,Nopa,Ain,Ching,Chin,Mei and Me.
It’s really funny one when the photo session goes…
All of us laughing all the time when the photographer asked us to change the style…hehehe
Until chin’s mom also laugh along the photo session.Really funny one….Unforgetable....hehe..
Just regret one thing that is San and her bf can’t join us when this pics taken.Hm..no comment about them..just felt bit regret can’t take this pics together.
Then also Cong and Tiwi got fever that day…so yeah…maybe next time…

Here’s d pics…















 
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