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Monday, July 27, 2009

~All in *July*~

A bit late to update here
Dunno busy in doin wut ~haha
Maybe just in no mood to update?
Or been busy updating another blog of mine?? ~keke
Well,just all in here for July
Here we go.....^*

First July I started with a shockin stories
My ex's wife sending me a message around 2 or 3 am in d morning
So many message I received that time
And all d message was in chinese character
At first I really can't catch up with all these stuf
Imagine u sleep well that nite and being disturb with so many message that u didn't understand wut's d meaning for u
Until the last message I received,I started to get fresh in my mind
And She asked me to translate all d message for her
Well,that time I'm getting a flu and didn't think so much for that message (wut meaning and wut happen between them)
I translate it for her that night..and I started to sleep again after all..

In d morning I get up,still surprised I receive another message again from his wife
The time she sent me is around 4 am (I started sleep again) ..seems that she didn't sleep that whole nite long
I started reply her immediately,I know something had happen' again...
His wife after receive my message,calling me directly..
That moment I feel shocked,his wife is crying and tellin me tat she didn't sleep all nite long (OMG)
And told me wut had happen..
All the message in chinese character is from His hubby to another gal(I know for sure tis gal is his ex also)
And another shockin matter is his hubby said he still love that gal..OMG
Dunno it's just a crush on him with that gal or wut..

Well,I just dunno how to describe my feelings that time
First,they both my frens..one is my ex,and one is my fren (even until now we didn't meet each other)
I just dunno wut to do that time..
I'm in no choice position..yet I really dun want to interfere with their problems

The second shockin news come to me again...
His wife told me that she's oredi talk heart to heart with his hubby
At first his hubby said nothing with the message and she missunderstand with the meaning inside
Then his wife give my translation to his hubby,and askin his hubby if my translation is totally wrong or not?
His hubby can't say anything that time..
And he admit that its just a crush when he drank a lot that day
And he didn't meet up with that gal,just only a message contact
He know he did wrong again and askin 4 forgiveness
With a baby just 4 or 5 months,maybe she got no choice but to maintain their relationship is a smart way(*still)
Well..both of them just need to communicate and introspect themselves for a better future

When I heard all the stories,I felt sorry for my ex
And regret for his wife's emotion that day (show my translation to his hubby)
I know hard to control her emotion that day,but at least I guess she can just told his hubby that she askin her fren for d translation and she know its not just a missunderstanding
At least she can keep secret of my identity..so I still can be in a normal way to face both of them (esp my ex)
Well,my feeling is (*dunno how to describe..just bad maybe after know all d stories)

I share with some of my frens..
And they ask me to keep silent and nothings happen
Just act as I dun know anything about them
But I know my heart and mind is opposite with their suggestion
I dunno wut to do..until W is support my idea..
And askin me to call my ex..
I do it...yes I do it..
I call him in d morning after I arrive my store
And appologize for interfere(not directly) in their problems
Even I dun want to..
He understand my position and say no need to appologize
After talk with him,I feel much better and just forget it all..

Another update is about our plan for travelling
We plan go to Bali this october,but dunno things can goes as plan or not...
Still pending...
I miss jakarta so much;) hahahaha

Got a plan for my birthday comin'
Will celebrate with d gals gank
Since indra and my birthday is comin and kinda close (indra 16,me 29)
And we'll celebrate together,blow candle together
And we decide ubud is d best place
D gank still dunno our plan..
Will told them later after ida's back from jkt..
Kinda excited for this comin bday
Since its our first time can spent bday together before we getting marriage
Just a special moment and memory for me and indra to keep this since we're really best fren
And I'm excited to wait the best moment and gift to my life
Still count down for 3 days more to august;) yay...

And I oredi have a plan with indra,we'll have cutting together this friday in kiki cambrigde
And mid august will rebond our hair together...
We'll have our 'new' in tis comin august;)
Hope it'll be fun...~yay~
 
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