Miss Some1

I really miss him today

dunno why

just thinkin of him today

sent him a msg just now

dun get d reply yet

wanna talk to him

dunno lar

wanna meet him

but cannot

*d'dayz*

16.11.2006

talk with Ver on d phone
I call him at nite
10 plus liao
share a lot with him
about Vivi
He ask me for a favor
Ask me tell her to set him free
Also set herself free also
He dun want to be sad again

I promise him to tell her
Tat’s why I’m gonna meet her
On next Sunday
Dunno wut will happen later
But I’ll try my best to explain
About wut I’m thinking of
Wut’s my opinion
I think this is d best way
I can do for both of them

********

17.11.2006

Go Sun Plaza
Met up with Ton,In,Seyi,Yen,Qing
Six of us wanna watch “The New James Bond”
Shop around before watching cinema
Buy ticket with In’s Credit card
Buy 1 get 1 free
Hehe
Even 2 studio play this new bond
But the ticket really sold out oredi at 6 pm
Gosh…
Finally we decide watch at 10 pm
Hm…go home at 12 plus..hahaha
Tired n really wanna sleep at first
But the movie really excited
Haha…
U all must watch tat bond huh…
Nice…hehe..n cool ler…

********

18.11.2006

Dad’s Birthday
Buy birthday cake go home
Chocolate with mocca
Hehe..yummy
Celebrate just at home
Dinner at home
Just four of us
Dad,mom,me,and bro
Eat a lot
Hehehe

祝老爸永远
健康开心
^.^

********

19.11.2006

Mornin 8 pm
Go Medan with mom and dad
Wanna drop them to airport
Mom and dad will go to Malaysia for check up
And me…
Shop alone ler
Go thamrin buy some accecories
And other stuff
Go Sun again
Creambath my hair
Then go shop @ Sogo
Buy U2 t-shirt
On sale ler

Actually tat nite we have d dinner with jim n kel
But later I received a msg from jim
Said tat d dinner is cancel till 2 dec
Well..ok then
I just decide go home ler
Watch dvd again ..hehe
Rest…coz really tired after half day shop

********

23.11.2006

Happy Birthday
Alex

I sent him a msg in d morning
And he told me tat I’m d second person
Who greet him
Then I asked him who’s d first
But he dun wan to tell me ler
But later I know tat was a girl
Secret women
Hahaha
He keep askin me to keep d secret ler
Hahaha
He said later he will tell me who is her larr
Must wait huh…eheh

Alex also say sometin tat touch me lor
He said thanx god he still have me as his fren
Huhuhuhu..
Me also lar Lex
I do really cherish all d frensip we’ve made
Past,present n future
Everlasting frensip ok

*两个人的无奈*

13.11.06
晚上九点多
收到Vivi的讯息
问候我
真的很久没跟她聊了
最后是在她去教堂的时候
我们聊的比较多
但是也只聊她的工作罢了
没聊到Ver 和她的事过
昨晚她真的把全部的事
告诉了我
我说真的
很为难
但我真的
很可怜她
真得很想帮她
但我也有无奈的一面
左右为难
当时我怕我说了哪些不该说的话
不知该怎么办才好
我找了Ver好几次
打他的电话都关机
打去家里没人接
后来我打给Alex
问他是否知道Ver 在哪儿
到头来谁都不知道
Ver到底去了那里

没办法
我只好安慰一下Vivi
她说她到现在
还不能放弃Ver
为什么Ver看起来
对他很冷漠
这一点让她受不了
觉得很难受

我跟她说
Ver不是这个意思
他其实还很关心她
他所做的一切
都是为了她
处处都是为她想
对她冷漠也是因为
不知该如何面对她
他好无奈
想为她多做些什么
但却什么都做不到

Vi 问我
她应该怎么做呢
她从跟Ver分手后
觉得跟难受
没办法走下去
每天哭
一直想该怎么办
一直祈祷
想找个出路

她要的
是希望Ver不要放弃这一切
能坚强的走下去
若两个人同心协力
没有一件事是不能做到的
既是她父母反对也好
或者其它的
她认为都不重要
只要Ver不放弃
一起走下去
再苦再难她都能坚持到底

她告诉我
谁不想给对方最好的
谁都想啊
但是不是先该想想
彼此的立场
或者想法
才能决定该怎么做

她还说
Ver一直说着为她着想
但事实上都没有啊
她觉得更寂寞
一点好处都没有
每天心理都好难受
在外面可能人家看她很好
但其实她是快受不了


她要我跟Ver说
这一生她不能没有他
这一生她只爱Ver一个人
她多久都会继续等下去
等到Ver亲手去接她
回到她身边
她会很坚强的走下去
只要Ver 不放弃

说真的
我佩服她
她真得很坚强
她自己隐瞒了那么久
谁都不知道她的心事
一个人承担
真得很累
我是了解的
她就是到了极限了
才来找我
说她心里的一切
我试着安慰她
让她发泄
让她觉得轻松一点
我还跟她说
有什么事想说的时候就来找我
别觉得不好意思
没关系的
随时都可以找我

其实我知道Ver 所想的一切
只是我不知道
我该不该跟她讲
因为我认为
Ver比较适合解释他的所作所为
我没那个权利
所以之后我告诉Vivi
等我跟Ver讨论这一切好了
我才能告诉她
之后的路
她该怎么走
我想这样比较好吧

我想我该找个时间跟Ver好好谈谈
Ver原来跟他妈妈去槟城了
不知道及时回来
过几天我在试着找他好了
希望能找个
对两个人都好的
出路吧
能吗？

*Chin’s Bday*

13.11.06
生日快乐
慧卿

Wish you all d best
In everything you do
^^

“God Bless Sis”

*青藏高原*

爸约我明年一起去中国
*青藏高原*
爸很想去那里
一直跟我说
他已经打听了
风景真的很美
还说要跟S’pore的tour

刚好在看凤凰台
正在播关于青藏高原
我真的没想到
风景果然美
一片草原，雪山，沙漠
我真的看完了
没话说
决定答应爸
明年要去青藏高原
跟Spore 的旅游团
我们会去坐火车
到拉萨的火车
听说能从上海坐起
希望梦想成真

我跟爸一直都很接近
什么话都能说
想一想
有机会两个人跟爸一起旅游
也是很难得的一件事吧
毕竟爸他也老了
还有多少机会能陪他老人家去玩呢

我和爸有同样的兴趣
旅游呢
就是会选那种有自然风景的地方
那种地方是最棒的啦
Shopping不是最重要的
欣赏风景是最棒的

中国的黄山
也是我想去的一个地方
哈哈哈
终止那些风景自然的地方
我都想去
哈哈
努力存钱咯
不然就去不了
哈哈

*回家*

11.11.06
终于回到家了
能跟家人在一起
是最幸福的事了

妈她身体不太舒服
一直头痛
决定了这个星期一
爸会陪妈去槟城检查
真的希望妈会没事
她真的很不安
老了
我们还安慰一下妈

爸他拿了象棋的冠军
我和妈一直斗他
说一定要请我们大吃一顿
还好下星期六
18.11.06
就是爸的生日
到时有好吃的咯
哈哈哈

*恶梦*

10.11.06
做了一场恶梦
我梦见
我失去了爸妈
梦里的我
好难过
没办法接受事实
之后就醒过来了
醒来后
觉得心里很不舒服
想快点就明天
想回家
想见爸妈之后不能睡了

YEN"S Birthday

07.11.2006
Happy Birthday
YEN YEN

I sent her a msg in d morning
At 6 plus am after I get up
Must in d morning greet her
Coz tat day she will go to Kuala Lumpur
With her boy friend
Yes,my cousin piggy TON
Hehehe
Wish her all d best for this whole year
Get improvement from year to year
Keep serve our almighty God
Jesus Christ
Let God lead our way
The past,present,and future

Wish her always happy
Gudluck n enjoy for d honeymoon^^
Nice trip arch
Will last forever n ever with my cousin^^
God Bless

Yeah..Yen spent this whole week in KL
With Ton,Ching,In
They both 2 couple go there for a business
And refreshing
Hahaha
Ton n In wanna search some computer stuff
For their upcoming store
“BRO COM”
Yeah..tat’s d name for their new store
Soft opening at this coming
1st December 2006
Congrats Bro!

BRO COM
*bROtH3R cOmPuT3R*
Men behind BROCOM
*ANTON - A IN - CONG – TAK KUKU*
they all shio PIGGY arch
hahahaha
is tat brocom or piggy com lerr
hahaha
crazy liao
wut a coincidence arch

Yen n Ching plan to buy Vinc Shoes for us
For me,tiwi and seyi
So tat we got same shoes lor
Hahaha
Last time oredi got same shirt liao
Now shoes…
Huhuhuhu
Crazy us lerr
Hehehehe

*Weekend*

04.11.2006
今天跟妹妹一起回去
她放学后接我
然后我们一起去吃 “Ak Bihun”
很久没吃了
真的吃得好饱啊
哈哈

吃完就直接去买”Gu Bak Kwetiao”
给爸妈
然后又去Jesslyn K’Cakes 买chocolate bread
还去Brastagi 买 Jambu
全都是爸要的
哈哈

晚上跟Alex,Ver,Seyi,Mei
在外面坐
聊天
真的好久没聚在一起了
Alex 自己遇到困难了
看到他很憔悴
我们都好心疼啊
现在的他
毫无力气
没工作了
女朋友又散了
他好难过
我们劝他几句
安慰他一些
聊到00.00 pm 才回家

********

05.11.2006
Alex 到家来坐
跟我分享了好多
心情好像看开了一点了
我劝他
要跟Ver讨论
该怎么走下去
毕竟Ver 是他的上线
Ver应该解决了吧

*******

06.11.2006
今天好累啊
还在想能放一天假
哈哈
可能吗？

今天收到好几封信
盛,Chun,Irvan
还有一位从马来西亚的
觉得奇怪
因之前没认识过他
但在他信里说
他要来Medan n Binjai
想认识我
跟我见面
要我的电话
想知道更多关于
Medan n Binjai
我觉得怪怪的
犹豫
还是别离他好了
人是好是怀都不知道
还想见面吗？

收到Jimmy 的Invitation
wanna celebrate his graduation ar
他说下星期在老师家gather
then 才决定要到哪儿庆祝
要联络Kelty
一起找礼物给他

*明天~后天*

Yest contact with Ver

askin him whether this saturday you gathering or not

and he said yes wor

but at 9 pm

hm...tat's gud lar..

long time didn't hang out n gathering with all u guys

tis time really nice ler

coz Alex back here liao

gud news

me n seyi bo tahan to tease him liao

hehehe

really miss tat moment arch

and hm...

can't wait till tis sat liao

xiang ta lorrrrr..

hihihihi

********

Yest Ver shuo

he wanna share sometin to me

when we meet later

about her larr

He said tat she called him tat day

hm...dunno wat happened with both them

ok lar..

will find a day lar

********

today rec msg from Sheng2

He ask me to tell him about Shanghai larr

wut place to go

he wanna move around nan jing road

wanna find cheap e hotel lar

heheh

and he said he wanna try d subway

well..i suggest him to ask for a tour

hotel got tour e mah..

one day tour also ok...

dunno d name of d place liao

but i suggest him to ask a person

at Bu Dong still have a shopping mall

like nan jing road errr

bigger n larger than nan jing road

and spore orchard lerr

then askin him to go Pearl Tower

just lookin around d Shang Hai scenery mah

then eat at d resto

wuih....hao bang jiu shi le...

hauhuahuaha....

ur pocket money must be empty liao

huahuahuaha...

********

Han n Fang wedding is comin liao

hm...still dunno wut song to sing later

i just tink wanna sing

张惠妹的“记得”

but tink just too sad liao tis song

hahaha

then i tink to sing
张栋椋的“只因为你"

hehehe...

but still dunno for sure arch

later tink tink seng lar

hahaha

*********

tommorow with auntie Long

wanna go out together

to WinWin Flower n decoration shop

askin for d wedding decoration later

and wanna go to

Yamano bridal n Mutiara bridal

hehehhe

all just for han n fang wedding arch..

ok lar...

busy liao lar all people...

hehe

*Sore throat arch*

Got sore throat liao
Sick ler
Cough everyday
Can’t sleep well everynite
Take medicine liao also same
Wutelse to do ler

*******

Yeng will be back to Jakarta today
Hm…back to activities
Back to nature
Seems like she doesn’t want to be alone anymore
Yest talk n share a lot with me on d phone
From workin until relationship
Well..she really less self confindence arh
I kept support her
And said tat I’ll be there always
When she needs me
Even I can’t do much for her
But at least I can hear wut she’s gonna share
She thank me for all
For d accompany,for d treat
I said it’s ok
Most important we all have fun together
Can gathering together
After 2 years didn’t meet each other
Tat’s really a great time for us
I think as we both still single
We still have more time to being together
And got d freedom also
Most of all being happy is a must lar
Hahaha

*******

Contact with 盛盛 again
He sent me a msg from FS before d holiday
Asked me whether this year come to Jakarta or not
And I said nope liao
This holiday he spent in China ler
Goin to Beijing,Shuzhou,Hangzhou,Shanghai
So nice hur…haha
He’s not joinin d tour arh
But being backpacker wor..
Hahaha
Said to me so nice clubbing in Beijing
Shuzhou also nice
Hahahaha
Really enjoyin lar
Envy hor…hahhaha
Have a great trip bro
Guess this year i’m not goin anywhere
Stay at home
Saving money
Hohoho

*******

Read Xingni’s blog just now
Make me smile
When know kakek still like swensen
Hahaha
Remind me sometin
When we both still together
Hahaha
Tat chicken baked rice still his favo
Gud knowin he eat a lot ya