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Friday, June 30, 2006

Arigatou Gojaimaz

今天是六月的最后一天。再累再忙再伤心的我,终于也走过来了。感觉真的轻松多了。可能身旁有好友围绕着,慢慢的,复原了。心情好多了,但身体变虚弱了。前几天才病倒,今天好些了。在这六月最后一天,我想说声谢谢。

Kelty : Thanx for accompanied me for the last Sunday.We talk and share a lot ya.Just remembered how could it be we both share and talk for 3 hours in Starbucks:P.For your support,I always keep it in my heart,thanx.You become more mature now,keep it up gals^^.Hope both of us can really find someone as like u said in your blog^^.Thanx for trusting me always,I’m so touched knowin you feel comfort to share your story with me^^. Just call me anytime if you wanna share sometin^^.And about the song I sang last Sunday,I do like tat song so much.Maybe tat time really fix my feeling when I sing this song “记得“( Remembered ) – 啊 妹。当时在唱这首歌的时候,不否认我真的很投入。谢谢你们一直称赞我。

Yeng : Thanx for hearin me share lot of rubbish.Even you can’t read this in my blog,but you know who you r always in my heart.Friendship 4eva.Waiting for your comeback this coming October k.

杏妮 : 前几天读了你的网站。虽然我不知道在网站里写的是指谁,但因为我也当时是个伤透心的人,所以你说的那些话,对我来说很有帮助。若真的你指的那个人是我,那真的该说声谢谢。刚好你说的那番话,我记在心。不久我好友失恋,我用你说的那番话,给他听。简单又有意义。谢谢。伤透心的人会加油的,也会努力的向前走。

我和他,终于回到了原点。或许对我们这样是最好不可了,但在我心里面,我还没放弃他。不到那个时候,我是不会放弃他的。因我知道,我要的是谁,我需要的是谁。百分之百的确定。我会努力,也会一直祷告。后来的路会怎样,谁都不知道。我只想为我自己的幸福加油,值得吧。放弃的太早,我怕会有遗憾。我不想再回到容易放弃事情的我。再也不要。。。

Here I also wanna thanx “Yen Yen”,you always there when I need.Keep hearin me and understand me,it really works for me,that’s wat I need tat day,someone hearin me by my side.You r included gals.God bless.

Ver,我们一起加油吧^^.我知道你比我勇敢多,比我坚强多,但你最脆弱的一面,我不都也看过了吗^^,在我面前你不必装坚强,不是吗。所谓的好友,你该了解^^.我不知道那是巧合,或者什么,当我快乐的时候,你也一样。当我跌到的时候,你也是。可能因为常常这样,我们才会变得很要好。一起手牵手渡过难关,不会离开,快乐时一起分享。很幸运能遇见你,认识你。




Farewell Party

Yeah,dated 25.06.06.farewell party is comin.Before the party,I met up with Kelty first at Sun Plaza.Just wanna met up and share lot of stuff together after long lost contact.Finally met up at 3 pm,choose Starbucks as d best place to share things,wut a comfortable place,sit up,talk till 6 pm.Wut a long story,about frenship,family,and relationship.I found out this gal oredi changed a lot,more mature and beautifull rite now.wut a sweet heart^^.You just keep move on and always be yourself.You r gud at this rate,always straight forward.
6 pm start to go to madame sally house.yeah,finally met up with Fera (sweet gal come back from Singapore),Jimmy ( the criticism childish guy ),Widieono ( the coolest guy ),Sumitro ( the sweetest guys ),Pretty ( the fashionable gals ),and the rest.I asked madame to share her pics for her trip to japan last month.Hm..wut a nice scenery,especially for the Mount Fuji,really nice cacth ya.
7 pm we just go for a dinner at Medan Seafood,a new seafood restaurant in Medan.Hm..the food is ok,nice…but after all,the best things there is the karaoke stuff.We dinner at the second floor and yeah..nobody there..just a group of us…wut a nice..like we reserve all d seats..hahaha…after dinner…start singing ler…tat time Fera said tat she can’t sing actually…her voice is sounds bad.But finally all of us must sing,otherwise we gotta treat the meal…oh no…!!!...no choice..fera asked me to sing together…we choose Nothings gonna change my love for you.Yeah..nice cacth arch..not bad…everyone there sing together lar.
At last rate,I sing solo for the song called “Remembered”.Well..they all keep praise me lar…I dun think my voice is nice??? But thanx ya all…I really enjoy this song^^.
Ahya…widieono..hm..this guy is so cool,his voice is really similar to…Jacky Cheung…yupe…all d CD he brings from home is all d song by Jacky.That time wiediono pick two song,忘记你我做不到 & 心如刀割。他真的唱得好好噢。This guy will go to Taiwan for his study this coming 13 july.Here I just wish you all d best^^.
And…about Jimmy..hm..he still d same lar…hehe…like to sing a lot…last he sing that dangdut song ler…yah….from Rhoma Irama…hehe…I dun really like dangdut song..but yah..it;s ok lar…just for fun..all comes up to dance ler…especially Kelty..haha..^^..
Pretty…more pretty liao..as like her name^^.And…really gud in singing too..^^.Keep move on gal…you r great at fashion and entertainment.And ya wish the best for your relationship too.Even I just hearin some short story from you..but we as fren always wish you d best^^.
Last,Fera…long lost contact but we still can have a gud talk ler…hehe..you r still d same neh^^.try the best for your study ok.
Thanx for Catherine,for treatin us the dinner^^.Wish you all d best.Thanx for all.Expecially Madame sally,still remembered me and keep askin me to join every celebration even I’m oredi quit the class^^.Without the invitation from madame,I know I can’t meet you all guys^^….And..Kelty…thanx for the “antar-jemput”..hehehe..^^

Thursday, June 22, 2006

The Members "Brastagi"


Thursday, June 15, 2006

Sad Theme...

这个星期发生了很多事。让我觉得有一点喘不过气。感觉真的很难受。心理好痛,好痛,好痛。好像是被针刺了好几遍。我无法对任何人说我心理的痛,包括了汉荣和国胜。我只能对他说。
这几天的我,好憔悴啊。很想对国胜与汉荣说声谢谢。我知道你们很关心我。无法说出事情真相的我,对你们,感到很感动。尤其是汉荣,再累再忙的你,还能陪着我,甚至告诉我,若我睡不着,几点都好,随时都可以打给他。
我还是没变。每次发生事情,我无法说我心理的感受,无法说出事情的真相。不是不相心好友,只是不知为甚么我说不出口。没一次都是自己抗,把自己搞得好累,装坚强。我恨这样的自己。为什么...
哭了好几天,心情虽然轻松了很多,但心还是受伤的。一直在低血。恐怕没那么快复原吧。坚强的我在哪里啊...???
说实话,我很想等他,但...值得吗???可以吗???
一直努力向前走的我,终究还是会遇到同样的事。真的好累啊。差一点真的快受不了。是不是我还不够成长,还要我经历过这一段路,让我更懂得珍惜呢?
不对啊,我是真的很珍惜他,已失去他,我才感到好痛苦。我真的好无奈。我好怕我站不起来,在你面前的我,该如何去面对你呢。我怕你看到我心中的一切。那样的你又该怎样面对我呢。让时间化解这一切吗?或许吧...
这几天,睡眠不足。看了好几部戏。最深刻的就是“恶魔在身边“。心情不好的我,随之这一部戏一起哭了。哭的好惨啊,但感觉变的好好。
现在的我,习惯了听那悲伤的歌。听啊听,眼泪一直流。我真的是一个大傻瓜啊。无药可救的大傻瓜。

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Tomorrow is another day

Hurting everywhere
Tears keep fallin
Stupid me???????????
Keep move on
No regret
Tomorrow is another day

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Feeling Weird...??

Hm..Gak terasa dah June sekarang.Masih harus tunggu 5 bulan lagi.Hffh..masih lama kayaknya.Today rasanya mood gue jelek banget.Feeling weird dari tadi pagi.Perasaan gua kayaknya berat banget,pikiran juga sumpek,hati ini rasanya cape sekali.Sangking betenya gue coba online habis kerja tadi.Pengen ngobrol sama temen.Finally ketemu Guo Sheng ( My kakek ) tadi.Sebenarnya pengen banget cerita apa yang gua rasain sekarang ini sama kakek,tapi gak tau kenapa gua gak bisa bilang apa2.Padahal aku tahu kakek dah berusaha banget temenin gua,tanya gua kenapa bete.Hffh,sampe gua bingung sendiri kenapa gak bisa keluar uneg2 gua.Or…maybe you’re my Ex???...dunno…padahal aku biasanya merasa comfy klo cerita sama kakek.But you still ademin hati gua n bilang …take it easy…dun worry be happy^^.Frankly speaking aku agak terhibur setelah chat bentar sama kakek tadi.Aku tahu kakek sibuk kerja,n yang membuat gua terharu,after gua offline tanpa tunggu reply dari kakek di MSN tadi,waktu aku sent msg bilang kalo gue pengen tenangin diri gua,trus pas aku bilang hati gua sebenarnya sesak banget…kakek yang sibuk kerja overtime,masih bisa reply ademin aku…biasanya kan gak gitu kakeknya^^…我很感动,谢谢.
Thanx for your accompany till I feel fine^^.Sempet juga chat sama Cong tadi di MSN,tapi belom sempet sharing.But yeah,all I need is just a time to think.I guess I have to talk to him tonite directly.Hopefully we both can have a chat tonite.I wish…..
*我知道我在吃醋*
*我不知道我该不该*
*我控制不了我自己*
*我很想对你说实话*
*你要说我傻也好*
*我只知道我离不开你*
*不能不想你*
*我爱你*

只对你说...

Saranghae
Means I Love You
代表着我离不开你
每份每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇
会让我微笑

Saranghae
只对你说
I will Love You and Forever More
我答应 Baby
You’ll See
每个我都属于你

 
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