Greetings From All Of You….”THANX”

28.08.2005 – 07:59:08 – IRVAN
* N’ I’m proud to be the 1st who said “Happy Birthday!” to my Dearest Xian...Wish You all d’best ya!*

29.08.2005 – 00:04:00 – NAIHARO
* Alo..Gud Morning Ms.Xian..Happy B’day ya..*

29.08.2005 – 00:18:44 – SEYI （诗怡）
* Happy Birthday tua ni..hohoho…cup cup pipi kanan cup cup pipi kiri…*

29.08.2005 – 01.07.31 – A JU
* Erase message? No!Wait!Coz I want to say something that’s only 4 u :”Happy Birthday 2 my friend”.We always friend 4ever..*

29.08.2005 – 07:15:00 – A SIU
* A Big kiss & a big hug..for my best friend,Happy Birthday:)*

29.08.2005 – 07:45:05 – LI XIA （霞）
* Sien,Hepi Birthday ya.Wish all the best for U.*

29.08.2005 – 08:12:44 – TENY
* Xian,Hepi Birthday ya!Ngerayain dimana hari ini sama koko?:)*

29.08.2005 – 08:16:00 – A YENG
* A big kiss & a big hug..for my sweety fren,Happy Birthday:)*

29.08.2005 – 09:13:46 – 爸爸
* Happy Birthday to you..*

29.08.2005 – 10:18:01 – ALLIANZ INSURANCE
* Nasabah Yth,Allianz Life mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun.Semoga sukses & sejahtera selalu.*

29.08.2005 – 10:28:23 – VERRY （汉荣）
* Well,later we’ll meet,but I think I have to greet you,Happy 25 th Birthday,my friend.*

29.08.2005 – 14:57:00 – VERA MUI MUI
* C..My Coolest Sis…huehue…Met Betday yo..Wish U d’best..GBU..*

29.08.2005 – 16:31:39 – LI CIEN
*Hmm..hmm..I Luv U..Ups!Salah…Happy Birthday…Wishes U all n all d best 4 U..GBU! Always smile n keep contact k..luv u,muacchh..:)someone who care n luv u..*


29.08.2005 – 16:59:39 – BEK??
* Happy Birthday ._.*

29.08.2005 – 17:01:47 – VIVI
* Happy Birthday ya Cie.Wa Vivi.God Bless U^_^*

29.08.2005 – 17:10:18 – YEN YEN ( By Phone Call )
* Happy Birthday ya sien…Makan2 nya kapan nih…*

29.08.2005 – 18:55:42 – HUI SAN (KL)
* Ce…Hepi Belated day ya…Makan2nya mana?!? Ngo oi bakso,rujak,kepak,hanamasa,etc,etc.Later ngo fan yet teng tagih e..hihihi..e sms moi apus lo..biar you bukti..hihi..*
( Ce rasa ce bakal bokek lor hahaha..nei tagih kem to e….XIAN…)

29.08.2005 – 23:04:47 – 国胜 (KAKEK)
* Happy Birthday to you.Wishing u here everyday could be happy as today.*
( Thanx kek…even I’ve to remind you..coz you forget what date is everyday.but have already sure that you remember my bday:)…XIAN…)

29.08.2005 – 23:57:19 – SAN SAN
* Sien..hepi bday yo..walao orang terakhir,setidaknya tidak terlambat..hehe..hope you all the best ya..God Bless always…*

30.08.2005 – 00:00:58 – TU IN
* Sien ar..Hepi Birthday yo..jadi orang terakhir kan?Special nih..hahaha*

远方的祝福 : by E-mail….
29.08.2005 – 12:13:00 – RINTO JIO (TAIWAN)
* Met ultah yah..hehehe..Moga sukses selalu ! *

在我二十五岁的生日，自己没想到会得到那么多朋友的祝福。真的觉得好开心。好像没什么遗憾了吧。
在这里我想感谢 *佩玲，心颖，慧卿，诗怡，汉荣，ALEX , SUKUR* 让我可以渡过那美好的生日。谢谢你们。记得我在你们面前许了三个愿望，其中一个是希望“在这里的每一个人，永远都能够找到了你们属于自己的幸福，祝永远开心快乐”

Last,I also want to thanx FERA,one of my friend in Singapore now:)really thanx for the testimonial that you’ve written to me…and for the greetings of course..:)
And for LIES TARUNA,one of my long long time fren,now in Singapore too…appreciate for you frenship till now QI:)I just can’t say a words when you sent the greetings to me…it’s just …surprised for me you’ll remember…hehe…and yah..i also want to thanx your sister in Melbourne too…EN EN…um…she also sent a greetings from Frienster testimonial:) thanx everybody..You all light up my life lor…really…thanx God to bring me with a friend like all of you….FRIENDSHIP FOREVER…^O^..

*我的生日- 29.08.2005*

二十五岁来了，真快啊。一转眼就长这么大了。早上起床后，跟慧卿一起来上班。早上赛车还蛮遭的，到公司已经八点多了，还蛮忙的，得赶快把工作做完，才放心去马来西亚。在车上听FM RADIO 的时候，广播员放了一首我很喜欢的歌……..

［祝我生日快乐］－温岚＆周杰伦

［我知道伤心不能改变什么
　那么让我诚实一点
　诚实　难免有不能控制的宣泄
　只有关上了门不必理谁
　一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
　手机让它休息一夜
　难　像切割切掉回忆的画面
　眼泪不能流过十二点
　生日快乐
　我对自己说
　蜡烛点了
　寂寞亮了
　生日快乐
　泪也融了
　我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
　还爱你　带一点恨
　还要时间才能平衡
　热恋伤痕
　幻灭重生
　祝我生日快乐］

慧卿跟我说这首歌好像是送给你的，那么巧，刚好你生日播你喜欢的歌，你喜欢的偶像呢。哈哈哈，我笑着说，也许吧:).
放工后我直接去SUN PLAZA。今晚庆祝生日跟几位好友｛慧卿，诗怡，心颖，佩玲，汉荣，ALEX,SUKUR｝在 BAKOEL UBUD，是一间很有BALI岛的特色又浪漫的一个餐厅。那时候的我们，真的玩了好开心，还有牌照等等。当时吃完了晚餐，他们突然拿出了生日蛋糕。我满惊讶的。那时候餐厅很静，星期一嘛，没有客人，因为已经蛮晚了，九点多了。当时那里的招待人把生日蛋糕拿去他们厨房把蜡烛擦在蛋糕里，忽然他们把所有餐厅的灯关起来，播了生日的歌，顺便把蛋糕端出来。哎哟，我那时候真的好感动啊，没想到会有这样的一个生日party.唱完了歌，他们一个个叫我许愿。那时候我许了三个愿望，其总一个，就是希望每个人能够幸福快乐。当他们逼我说出来我到底许什么愿望，我当然这讲哪一个咯。哈哈哈。另外我自己的一个愿望，是希望我自己在这一年，能够找到属于我自己的幸福啦。希望自己能活得更坚强一点，张大一点，独立一点。许完了愿望，分蛋糕给大家吃。哎哟，我那时候跟他们说，我今年的生日实在是特别啊。今年在我生日时候，我两个好友都在。啊颖从马来西亚刚好回来准备结婚典礼，汉荣虽然病了，但还是来参加我的生日party.Really appreciate the friendship from all of you.Never never forget for the whole life.Really….:)Really thanx to all of you ya…wanna be with me through all the gud and bad times…especially for 颖，谢谢你哦。Also thanx to Alex,have to quit the conversation lesson just to come to my birthday party.hahaha…I force you I think that time hahaha…but yah..just joke only…but yah..finnally really thanx to you lor lex:)And for 佩玲，our friendship will never last for the whole of our life lah…even sometimes we lost contact with each other..but surely you are part of my best friend:)you are a great sister for me:)thanx for keep taking the photo for us…thanx for the camera gals…hehe…And for Seyi and Hui Qing,You both gals really are my soulmate hahaha…we are truly best cousins through all the world hehehe…thanx for always being with me…thanx for joining me with that LAO CHU NI hahahaha….

After hang out at SunPlaza..all the way home,just laugh and laugh…becoz of that damn Alex lor hahaha…he told us about “this is from who” story　hahahhaha….well guys…I never never forget that fool words can came out from your mouth lor…hahhaha….sigh….
Remembered also Ling suffer a lot with her relationship…um..dunno exactly wat had happened with her..but wish she can through it all herself.Hope everythings will be fine later.
Irvan also sent a msg to me while at the car,just ask me where I am…wat time will go back home.Here I just want to say…”even I never say it to you,but surely from the bottom of my heart,u r truly my best friend,my close friend,my bro,my only yank,my everything…:)thanx always being with me through the gud and bad times.thanx always by my side.

Here I also want to thanx Fei,hey..finally you r afraid to reply me liao har…wat a lazy stuff lar loe…haha…why loe afraid gao a ne lor…hahaha..u just think the easy word and way when u want to reply my msg aja lor…so..wat’s the difficult thing le….si bo….hehehe…I just keep waiting your gift hahahh…dasar…mai ane giam siap lor….hehehe…thanx bro…

Thanx also for Ying,the bodyshop gift from you…hehehe…never try it yet…but surely will use it after this hahaha…thanx lot yah…

I think that’s all for the story and the “thanx” story…hahaha…I’ll kept the memory until I die…sure yes:)

　

Contact With Fei and Hengky....^o^

今天实在是很忙，因为我在九月一号要去槟城吗，所以得赶快把工作做好才行啊。今天真的做到差不多了。明天我想可以轻松点吧。今天放工后，有上网一下。忽然间收到慧卿的讯息，约我今晚去看电影和吃晚餐，然后一起回家，明天她才送我到公司。我是很想啦，但怎么可以呢，偷懒太多次总是不行的吧，哈哈哈，更何况，再过几天我又没上班了，最后当然还是拒绝啦。后来在MSN慧卿说明天要一起去美容院creambath，我说ok啦。明天还会跟A Ju 见面聊一下啦，可能会聊到五点吧。明天算是满多节目的。哈哈哈。说到 MSN，刚也有跟恒育聊一下。原来啊，他最近在台湾生活得好好噢，赚了不少吧他，但工作算还满苦的，有时候会做到半夜。我们有聊到其他朋友，谁跟谁已结婚啦，等等。。哈哈哈。。我们会是在什么时候啊。。哈哈哈哈。也有跟国胜聊。。原来他在忙谈恋爱呢。。^o^.替他高兴啦。。在那一刻啊，原本以为可能我会难过，但返回来讲，原来我的心已经没感觉了。真的觉得很轻松，已经跟以前不同了吧。才感觉到我真的放开他了。也许是因为时间的关系让我成长吧，还是可能有了“他”一直在身边陪伴吧。连我自己都没发觉到吧，直到今天可能我才体会到原来我已经放了^o^。是好事没错啦。哈哈。但事实上终于解脱了。现在跟国胜也满好的。我们俩啊，我想从以前到现在，本来就做朋友比较适合吧我想。哈哈。说到生日啊，刚有问国胜，还记不记得我生日是在几号。结果让我惊讶的事啊，他真的猜中了。。哈哈哈。。我还跟他说。。。怎么会记得的，是不是收到friendster的Birthday Reminder才知道的。。结果他说不是，他是猜的，哈哈哈。。我跟他说，从以前他就没猜对过我生日，竟然现在能猜到，真的对我来说是奇迹吧，哈哈哈。记得以前总是28号sent给我的^o^….有进步哦kek…wakakakakaka:P….到生日那天，别忘了再寄给我讯息“祝我生日快乐”噢，不然就翻脸。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。。^o^。。
还有前几天有收到Xiao Fei 的msg from friendster..wah…really surprised lor..coz it’d been half year liao didn’t contact with him..suddenly got a msg from him…really feel glad lah…he said that he noticed my birthday is coming up soon liao…and asking me how do I celebrate my birthday lor….hehehe…from there we talk and share a lot lah….really feel glad coz he’s the first one noticed and sent a msg to me about this birthday…hahaha…we both really do somtin oldie again in our life…but yeah…still happy is the most important thing lah…and hey…haha…he teach me how to be a happy person even we’re still single harr…..hahaha….so many things happened in our life…but yah…life still must go on hor…and yah…even I really want to have someone be there with me …I mean searching for my “MR RIGHT”…I really wish for that lar…haha….but yeah..I’m still enjoy my life through this year..even stil single…hehe…feel happy myself is enough liao lar…hehe..and have a great fren in my surroundings….not easy to get such a great fren rite….searching for a lifetime I think just can get 3 or 4 who really care of you lar…and yeah…I’ve got this kinda fren liao…heheh no regret lah….just pray for me lah for sending me My ＭＲ　ＲＩＧＨＴ．哈哈哈。

终于联络到 KK 了。。。

和杏妮谈话中，终于知道了KK 有MSN..原来KK 还在用那个e-mail…coz 很久没联络了，所以还是问一下确认比较好。。也不知道为什么我从来没有chat 过跟 KK 在MSN…last year have already add him lar in my MSN..haiya…so yah just ask xindy about that…no longer…KK online lar…really surprised at the first time…dunno wat to do…but finally I take the step first to sent him a message…well..that time 我真的没把握他会reply me..just drop to say hi first..then asked him why never reply my msg…called him also 没接我电话。。真的还以为在气吗？。。没想到KK reply me…then he said he never reply me coz he forgot liao…不接我电话应为不方便。。。不知道是真是假。。但还是信任他吧。。听起来有时候真的会生气啦。。但也了解他也有女友在身吧。。after that I just tell him how I feel for this year…我的感觉好难受。。。本以为自己应该没有错。。但不知不觉又会觉得自己有对他过分吗？ 一直在为这件事烦恼。。终于今天能解开了。反而觉得轻松好多。虽然KK也没解释什么，但我自己也觉得还是算了吧。像现在我们俩还可以重来谈话聊天终比当年好吧。。朋友不像朋友是的。。很伤感情。。还记得以前可以说是我们什么话都可以谈得来。。所以才能当这么久的朋友吧。说实在的，刚杏妮问我有跟他交往过，满惊讶的。。哈哈。。让我想起了好多事。。尤其是我们当年的事吧。还记得当年我到雅加达的时候，是KK 去机场接我的。当时还记得他还陪我去见朋友呢。但事事难料啊。还记得当时我们一次在讲电话。。约好在星期一晚上一起dinner…that time after holiday..KK said dunno wat time offwork lar…coz the first day start working…seems that so many works to do….so yah..that time still remembered lar…I said it’s oke if you’ll work overtime …I’ll wait till you finish your job…well..that time in the afternoon…me and my cousin went to 游乐园玩了一整天。。。到六点才要回家。当时在路上的时候，我还有打个电话给KK…问他放工了没？为什么答应要打个电话给我却没有呢。。。当时的他说“我忘了”。。。我还能了解。。想到他在公司忙着工作我就体谅一下吗。。。然后KK还说他还在公司。。等他忙完了他再call我。。我说OK啦。。。结果我等啊等。。他都没来。。。电话打了也不接。。。发短信也不回。。。最后等到九点晚上。。。我打去他家。。他妹说。。“国胜他出去了。。”。。然后我还问。。。什么时候出去的。。他妹说刚才六点回来洗个澡就走啦。。。哇赛。。。我当时真的气疯了。。。他妹说他六点有回家。。。但我六点打给他的时候他说他还在公司忙着呢。。。我到底该信任谁啊。。在气头上的我真的感到很失望啦。。没想到我这么的信任他。。却沙荒。。。真正让我难过的事。。。为什么不通知我一声呢。。。callin or sent a message 也好啊。。at least 有个交待吗。。。this kinda things really hurt me so deep…dunno why 他有时候真的好“恨“啊。。。这件事啊。。跟汗荣与啊颍讲过。。。他们俩啊。。跟我说了些对KK 很难听的话啦。我也不怪他们啊。。他们当然会站在我这边啊。他们叫我不要跟他联络了。。。怕我会伤的更深吧。结果真的没联络了。可能这也是最好的出路吧当时。但在圣诞节的那段期间。。。在教堂里想了好多。心里觉得还是算了吧。原谅他吧。做朋友比作敌人好嘛。But later dunno why…still remembered after I sent msg to him…said that I feel so sorry maybe my words hurt you deeply last time…well…after sent this msg…till almost 1 year no reply from him..try to contact him straight…没接。。。后来想放弃了。。。但觉得还是在试试看吧。。没想到今天才真正的能联络上他了。。。可能他真的到头来重来都无法了解我为何生他的气吧。我也说不上话来。就让它随风去吧。。。我真的累了。

认识了杏妮^o^

好久没写Blog 了。。好像有三个月了吧。。在忙些什么呀我。。。:P
前两天刚认识了一位朋友。。杏妮。。不知为什么今天会聊到这么多。。哈哈哈。其实呢，我可以算是认识她很久了吧，只是没机会聊而已。。我阿，从五年前就开始知道她的事了。。当时是KK告诉我的。。记得那时候刚认识KK不久。。他就有一次跟我 share something about the past..told me 他小时候的故事。。结果有提到杏妮。。记得除了杏妮之外还有 Jeremy and Qi Lun…till now still have their photos here:) lol….^o^…Qi Lun 是 KK 的好友吧。。真没想到开始去年的时候当斌斌叫我 sign in Friendster …that time feel so lazy to update…still remembered he keep asking me to sign in coz he wanna showed me his girl fren lar…hahaha…so funny ler…coz of that…finally me sign in lar…hahah..then as time goes by…sometimes searching and looking frens…eh…got xindy profile ler from viewing KK frens…she looks so cute hahaha…get more interest when read her testimonial…hahah…and that time also take a look of her husband’s profile too….so matching ler….hahah…that time dun think too much..just wanna to be her fren first hehehe…then I sent her 1 msg from frenster…forgot wat I had written there…haha…but finally xindy add me as her fren..but we never contact each other ar..like 陌生人罢了。。哈哈哈。。till I know more about BLOG at blogspot from my fren Kelty…hehe…that time I keep learning about blog..hey..wat is blog anyway….hahaha…then at that time dunno why…just wanna search 在我所有朋友当中谁已经有写 blog…then I got few of them…so I take a look lar….from all blog that I’ve read…found xindy’s blog is the most attracting lar for me…the design ar,pics,yah..all lar…the way she write her story hahah..um..佩服啦..^o^…from that time…when I have time..sometimes will take a look at her blog..got something to read…hahaha…till now I think I’ve already read it about half year lor….hahaha…that’s why me sometimes feel so close to xindy…hahahaha…besides xindy of course I also read kelty and some of my friends blog also…but yeah…xindy is the most attractive lar…and the most updated blog I think hahahhaha….um…till 3 days ago…xindy write something about the past…yah…wat a coincidence that time I have enough time to surf net…then read it…well…makes me reminds something in the past….then sent a message to xindy…就这样认识了杏妮。。也从来没想过杏妮会是这么样的一个人，这想认识她罢了。。哈哈。。后来杏妮给了我MSN ,也刚好我前几天才download MSN ( Office got a new com for me)..so yah got something to do lar…download ar…fiuh…so lazy lar…wanna wait so long till get MSN…yahoo mess still in the process hor…then I add xindy that time….no longer we’re chatting liao…n now be fren hahaha…didn’t expect that we can share and talk a lot today ya….hahaha…well um..u know..u give me an idea to update my blog liao now…then hey..i think I’m gonna do as you did lor…hahah…wat’s that…写我“真实的自己part….????” Hahaha…I will arrange my time to write somtin about me hor…think later xindy also can know me more ya..hahahaha….well…still only 4 person now include xindy know this blog har…..never told others to view this..yah..just for my privacy lar…get my own room here…hahah……um…just feel so nice to know xindy:)…