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Friday, January 20, 2006

Realized………

Gak terasa udah seminggu ini terus keep contact sama Chun,Fei’s bro.Gak sangka juga ternyata sama chun gua lumayan nyambung ngobrolnya.Dan gak nyangka juga ternyata life story kita ampir sama.Mungkin itu juga yah yang membuat kita nyambung ngobrolnya.Um,mungkin juga kita cuman beda setaon?Well..gak tau deh,yang penting nurut gua,kamu tuh asik dijadiin temen sharing juga,as like ur bro,Fei.

Dan dari sini,ternyata chun tuh temen yang bisa support gua didalam Tuhan^^.Banyak sekali kata2 yang membuat hati gua terketuk.Gue lebih banyak introspeksi diri ke hal2 yang lebih baek.Gue juga heran napa bisa cerita banyak sama kamu^^.Kayaknya banyak juga yang udah aku bagiin ke kamu,soal papa gua,keluarga gua,relationship gua.Heran…karena gue selama ini belom pernah begitu bisa cerita hal begini sama orang laen,apalagi terutama papa gua.Dan herannya gua bisa bagiin itu sama kamu.Padahal kita kenal juga mungkin just this 2 weeks???Yah,I just can’t imagine how I can share a lot with you guys.Even I know ur bro,Fei,but I never talk with him as like I talk to you rite now.Or I got no chance before?I dunno…I just feel,it’s a lucky can know you.

We talk a lot n share a lot.And now I really cherish all the time we share together.Remembered how you get hurt with your gf,as like myself.And from that moment on,you told me about your family,your mom and dad,your bro,Liang.Well..dulunya yang gak gitu tau,sekarang pelan2 jadi lebih ngerti tentang keluarga kalian.Planning kalian untuk pergi ke China after back to indo later..attending your bro wedding ceremony..and so on…It’s just make me feel how I missed Fei.really…I dunno how I could be like this…Am I really FIL with you again? I really dunno…I just keep waiting rite now here,even I didn’t say a words with you…I really want you to comeback here immediately…I really miss you….really…

Now all I can do is just counting down the time.Pls turn fast ya….As Like chun said…I wanna bring all my hope and faith just with our Almighty God..I know God will hear all my dreams,all my hope,all my faith,all…….and God will forgive what I’d done in the past.Thanx for realizing me with my feeling….Even I know still in the process..and dunno how could it be in the future..but I wanna keep this as my step forward..i wanna be honest with myself……

Here all I can do is just keep prayin for you…Hope you’ll be fine always there…And I wanna start everythings new when I meet you for the second time.Coz you said that I’ve changed a lot in every aspecs..but you still like both of them rite^^..And I remembered you said to everyone…”Who want to search for the true one..before….”…I just keep smiling when I read this words hahaha…Well.. now just can say..maybe saranghae....????

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